It has been a very good (almost) four months. :)

Hello friends and readers.

I haven't updated this blog since May 27 09. But on this lovely 090909, I would like to share (well, a bit of) my amazing four months. Maybe, if any reader out there can live long enough until the year is 090909 again (that would take another hundred years i guess?), I hope that he/she can remember this blog and how awesome life can be! Enjoy! :)

Let's start with June.
In June, I started my new semester. It was quite a good start. But, Mr. Ee kinda spoiled it. He's no different from last semester. It almost screwed my mind up. Because of him, my CGPA dropped to 2.77 (from 3.01). He failed my Biometrics. Fuck him. He can go to hell. Seriously.

In July, a very good news circulated at my college (my class particularly) - Mr Ee is not gonna teach us anymore. Then, came Mr. Munther. A very good and humble lecturer. He's superb in my opinion; I sat for my TOEFL exam and what else...? Oh, I worked almost every weekend during this month. Heeya!

In August, the best month of the year I must say, a lot of things had happened. Firstly, I got a message from a girl I admired since February. (I will update this in the next post, hopefully) ;) I celebrated two birthdays in a row at my house - hunny and my sister's; I received my TOEFL result - 97/120; I got tickets to go to MTV World Stage! Boys Like Girls, All American Rejects, Kasabian, and Raygun! How about that? I met Raygun (I will post something about this too.); I lost my voice after the show. Haha! :D :D :D The best!

In September, which includes the present time, I am approaching the end of my final second last semester. I am enjoying f(x) moment right now. I love the people in f(x). What is f(x)? Glad you asked. I'm not gonna reveal it now. I'll save it for another post. ;)

That's all for now folks. Cheers. Assalamualaikum.

Iamf.

I feel like shit.

I don't know why. But, I feel terrible now. When I think deeply, I got the answer...

I have a lot of things going on in my head right now. If I were me three years back, I wouldn't give a damn about anything/everything.

What's on my mind? Glad you asked. Here's a list.

The college.
I love the college. But I only love it as a student. Not as a President or anything. I just want to be a normal student like I used to be.

The orientation.
Like I said, I love the college. Just as a student. So, me joining the orientation? Thanks. But no thanks. If I can help, I'd help. But my mind screwed everything up. I can't handle this kind of pressure. As a president, I can't do it. As a student, that depends.

The college people.
When I said the college people, this includes my friends, lecturers, staffs, etc.. About my friends, I care about them. Do they care about me? I don't know. I wanted to help on the orientation, but they seem a bit unhappy about it. So, should I help? Nope. About the staffs, I think, they're going to look at me as an irresponsible leader. Yes. I admit that. I told one of the staffs that I hated working with people who happen to be my friends. I wanted to step down to secure the friendship. They wouldn't let me. So, who's at fault here? 'You' hate the 'blame culture' but 'you' can blame me? Shit. All I've got since I won the presidential election are all bullshits. (Maybe, I gave some bullshits too.) Although we did send our students to join some events, but.... The Student Council members were not there! So, I'm sorry friends. I can't be a good leader, but I can absolutely be a good friend.

My life.
I won't give up my life easily without trying. Even I was not trying hard, at least I tried. I gave it a shot. And I am (hardly) living my life right now. I have a lot to face. Work. The Student Council shit. My studies. My fitness. Almost everything I have to keep up with. Physically, you might see the Happy Me. But mentally, I'm slowly fading into the sub-conscience part of me. Sometimes, I feel like putting myself to sleep for eternity but lucky enough for me, the 'conscience' part of me has more strength of will.

These four things that are running through my mind are just some of the things that I have to think about. I still have to think what's under the hood in the future.

Where am I going?
What's my purpose of living?
What am I going to be?

My results are almost out. Another thing to worry about. I'm targeting a 3.0-ish CGPA. I hope I can get it. After that, my financial status. How am I going to pay my tuition fees without any financial aid? MARA. You guys are my only hope. If not, I would have to turn to other solutions (if any).... Finally, TOEFL. It's coming. In exactly 58 days 7 hours -and counting, from now.

"Wish I had a six-round revolver with a bullet in it. If I am lucky, the single bullet will meet the back of my head."

-Iamf.

A7X Live at Long Beach Arena.

I bought their DVD a couple of weeks ago.

Well, what can you expect from this Hard Rock/Hardcore band?

A lot!

M. Shadows' vocals ===> Super Fantastic!

Synyster Gates' guitar riffs/solos ===> AWESOME!!!!

Zacky Vengeance's guitar riffs ===> Splendid!

Johny Christ's bass lines ===> Just WOW!

The Rev's drums/vocals ===> Fucking blew my mind!!

Gates and Vengeance's duet guitar solos ===> Awesomely awesome fucking awesome fantastic super duper gile babi.

The thing about this band, their guitar solos are not as crazy as Dream Theater, Metallica, or Dragonforce... But the sound that they created are so amazing. The band totally blasted my mind.

Another thing:

How can a person sings while playing a double paddle drum set while keeping the beat consistent????

The Rev can.

Iamf.

I love chicken so much.

Today at lunch, I ate two pieces of fried chicken which I bought from Jusco. Then at dinner, chicken stew.

Yesterday at dinner, I ate a plate of chicken chop.

On Friday, I ate Nasi Lemak with fried chicken for dinner. (My mom's a great cook btw. Who's mom isn't?)

On Thursday, I ate Nasi Lemak with chicken which I bought from Jusco.

On Wednesday, Chicken McDeluxe for lunch. For dinner, my mom cooked roasted chicken. I ate half of it.

On Tuesday, a home-made chicken chop with garlic mushroom gravy.

I can't remember what I had on Monday. I hope it's not chicken.

My chicken consumption is too much.

But I can't stop eating chicken. It's just the best. (I haven't tried raw chicken though.) ;]

From now on, I declare myself as: Chickaholic, Shit. What kind of name is that? Lame.....!

=]

Iamf.

Help!!!

As the title says "Help!!". I need help. About my hair. My hair is hurting my eyes. It's too long.

Should I cut it?

Ooorr....

I should not?

Should? Should not? Should? Should not? Should? Should not? Should? Should not? Should? Should not? Should? Should not? Should? Should not? Should? Should not? Should? Should not? Should? Should not? Should? Should not? Should? Should not? Should? Should not? Should? Should not? Should? Should not? Should? Should not? Should? Should not? Should? Should not? Should? Should not? Should? Should not? Should? Should not? Should? Should not? Should? Should not? Should? Should not?

@_@ :S

Oh my..

I dunno... really...

Iamf.

Have you tried this?

It's a bit stupid but sometimes, when you have nothing to do, it's kinda fun.

Ok, try this.

Turn on your radio.

Tune in to any of your favorite station. (Say, hitz.fm)

Listen to the song that's on air. (Say, America's Suitehearts)

Following me so far?

Good.

Before you proceed to the next step, just say in your heart/mind what are you wishing for. (Say, a girl)

The next step is to tune in to another station. (Say, fly.fm)

If the current song that's playing on fly.fm is the same as hitz.fm, (in this case, America's Suitehearts) your wish will most probably come true.

This is some kind of self-motivation and to keep yourself optimistic.

Some people called it the power of the Law of Attraction.

However, do not rely on this too much. Trust yourself. Trust God. Trust luck.

=]

Iamf.

Random stuffs 3.

I got a text message from the 'one-i-aDmire'.

She suddenly asked "Are you still working?"

I smiled to myself like a bitch.

But then, she didn't reply back after the second text message.

I wonder why... huh....

"Those feelings, they're yesterday's feelings, and they'll all be lost in time"

I hope not.

Iamf.

This blog.

God. I have not update this blog for three fucking days. I hate it. I promised myself I wanted to keep this blog updated.... but hell... I haz fail... for the... ermm... third time i guess?

Booooooooo...!

Haih..

Never mind.. I will keep trying.

Iamf.

Stuffs at work 1.

What happened just now: I sold three iPod Nano(s); I ate Nasi Lemak with chicken.

Seven hours to go and I will be home! Yeay.

Cool?



Iamf.

Blink-182 Summer Tour.

Oh my God. Blink-182 are going to perform along Weezer and Fall Out Boy.

According to Ultimate-Guitar, "Blink-182’s Mark Hoppus has officially confirmed that the band will not only be touring this summer with Weezer but they will also be bringing along Fall Out Boy." They also add, "Unfortunately for fans of both opening acts, you’ll only be able to see one of them depending on which show you attend."

I wish I could go there by Summer... But,, oh well.. too bad...

The cheapest ticket: $20
The most expensive: $60

Dates for the shows are yet to be confirmed...

Visit himynameismark.com for updates and info.

Blink Forever!

Iamf.